Rebirth

I said just go
It’s time you learn to stand alone
And I meant well
I said good luck
Just take it slow
We stayed in touch
I couldn’t not check up
We had a love
I thought could make it far enough

But you’re a snake moving quickly
It’s a game
You almost had me
But your eyes turned black
And I saw the light
You move left and I turn right

As I got off the bed it hit me
How many times will I repeat my history

This isn’t only about you
So don’t act like I’m not capable
Of moving forward without you
It breaks my heart to have to go

I made my decision
I’m better of living alone with a heart made of stone
You’ve handed me armor
Protection from harm that will replace my skin and my bones

Did you figure it out
Through mouth to mouth
And did you find what I lacked
While you were laying on your back
And do you feel any less alone
And did you think of me while you were taking off your clothes

But you’re a snake (you took this too far)
It’s a game (my cuts became scars)
And they’ll remind me of someone I loved
And I’ll begin to forget what you’ve done

This isn’t only about you
So don’t act like I’m not capable
Of moving forward without you
It breaks my heart to have to go

My heart is disabled
But nonetheless stable enough
To still stay in time
I sharpen my weapons
This city is destined to test me
I know the sun will still shine

I know I may have pushed you away
But I did with the hope I would have you some day
I needed to grow
Be on my own
I thought you believed it
But now I’m left grieving

I know I may have pushed you away
But I did with the hope I would have you some day
I needed to grow
Be on my own
I thought you believed it
But now I’m left grieving

This death
Did you forget
My bones have been broken
But I am still breathing

Attempt to forget
My heart has been buried
Although it’s still beating

It’s left under the wreckage
A few minutes with no air
And it will be dead
But I will be resurrected