How the world ends

I am ashamed today
As i have been always
It is printed on me
I have grown within

Always
I've always been confused
And it never
Never seems to stop

Don't you know how the world ends?
Don't you know how the world ends?
Don't you know how the world ends?
Don't you know how the world ends?

It never came true
It never did
I never got well
I never healed

I've been
I've been trying to change
But i don't know
What i wanna become

I am ashamed today
This isn't what you want i know
I will never be the boy
You held in your arms
I could see it in your eyes
When i was a child
A future like our past was
But without the dirt