Everything black

Pretending, I'm pretending the happy again
Yesterday you disappointed me again
I'm not trying to forget
But I think I need some help

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
Just to be acceptable again
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
Just to be acceptable again

Crying, I'm crying again
I don't see any hope
And it makes me afraid
I wonder when this will end

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
Just to be acceptable again
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
Just to be acceptable again

Everything black in my life
And everything black on my mind
I guess now you understand
Why lately I don't look alright

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
Just to be acceptable again
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
Just to be acceptable again