Hate my birthday

It's my birthday
I guess I should feel glad
But each year I feel more sad
And as I'm old enough
Don't need to hide behind a mask

Well I hate every time of year
But especially this one is full of fear
As always I'm going to end up in tears
Cause I have to keep it real
Well I hate my birthday it's clear

Don't want useless presents
They make me feel guilt
When I know that I can't give
I don't really need anything
Just my loneliness and peace
Not even cakes and sweets

Well I hate every time of year
But especially this one is full of fear
As always I'm going to end up in tears
Cause I have to keep it real
Well I hate my birthday it's clear

You try to make me laugh
And I'm grateful for that
But I don't celebrate
Don't really have the strength

Well I hate every time of year
But especially this one is full of fear
As always I'm going to end up in tears
Cause I have to keep it real
Well I hate my birthday it's clear