Faces of suffering

This fire won't burn anymore
though I think of you every night
And even in all my dreams
I still caress your hair

The stains all over my body remind me your love
So strong and so dangerous
Your love

The scars all over my body they make me feel again
Your warmth beauty and strength
Your love

I suffer from desire and have to follow that
My hands around your neck falling down on the breast
Your lips are scarlet hell that burns inside my mind
I invite you there where you shall feel sweet pain

Trembling and feel the fever
He kills me and animates again
This is my first true man
So I do believe it's always like this

Now listen to the music that is made of our screams
I create my world with fingers inside your jar
I make the signs to gain the satisfaction
I rule a great empire where we shall spend our live

I know that he hurts me so much
and inspite of it I'm still beside him
Pretending to be very content
Though I cry when he sleeps regenerating his sperm

I suffer from desire and have to follow that
Your blood sparkle on my body
-The way I may survive