Out there

I keep calling your name
Give me a sign are you there
For me the sun won't ever rise
You have passed away

How can I go on without you now
I am beside you forever
I reach for your hand every empty hour
I caress your face when you're asleep
I don't know why I ask all of my gods
It doesn't matter I take care of you
You were my reason to live so should I...(die)
Don't you dare I'm here the whole night

Where is the endline of all this pain
If you only knew the truth I know
I don't know when I lately felt asleep
If you only knew what I do know
I feel the smell of your body in my bed
If you could only see the land I live in
You were my reason to live so should I...(die)
If you knew the rule you wouldn't like to try to...