Fight the future

In the blink of an eye
I knew it all had changed
To my surprise
Everything felt so strange
With the sound of the words that cut me
You took it all
The frame that held my sanity

Now I feel that I can't breathe
Disbelief overcomes me
This can't be happening
Now I feel that I can't see
Anger consumes my mind
And is overloading me

How could I know
How can I trust?
How could you go
Face it I must

Like a brick it hit me
Without a sound
Like a hand that slapped me
To the ground
Anger pushes the pain
And fear aside
Like a bomb went off
With nowhere to hide

How to turn back this time
Just one more word
I think I'd know
Just what to say
How to turn back and rewind
Just one more day
With unspoken promises known

How could I know
How can I trust?
How could you go
Face it I must

Guilt could change
What's lost and gone
The urge to fix this mess
Is all I see can't move on

One more moment
To hold in my hands
The only moment
To know where
My fate stands
Can't fight the future
Of choices I can't make
Can't fight the future
Of roads I can no longer take

Holding on
Holding you
Holding out for the ending
I want to be true
Holding back
Never being free