Moments after you

I'll close my eyes moments after you do
I wish I could stare at you all night
But I know it's not my right
To see every first look in your eyes

I might say I wanna be alone
You know that's hard for me
But everytime i see that you're gone
I promise i'll try to be better but

I can't tell
the difference between
right or wrong when I do
Anything for you

I can't swear
To tell you the truth
Knowing that i could
Just hurt you more

so just say that
you want it
to be exacly like it used to
don't try to
forget it
you know i can't just let you go