Blood in the ocean

I've felt alone and been afraid, my spirit unaware
Seeing through these eyes of madness, a loving soul's despair
Well I remember a time and a place where I was free
Where the truth and my spirit, were living parts of me
But there's blood in the ocean now, it's shining crystal red
Reflects the visions that have danced inside my head
The tide opens up its arms and sets me free again
There is blood in the ocean
Imagine all your mind can see, but can you picture more?
The beauty of forgotten times, the place I was before
Through gates of flowing rivers, a life I used to know
No light eternal or everlasting, my garden of rainbows
They say I'm spiraling out of control, but is it me or is it them?
Why can't you see the change in me, I'm back where I belong again