Falling

Falling, it's happening again
Every time I close my eyes
Seething, feeling all the pain
Breathing in the lies
"Don't leave me, you need me, you won't get by"
But there's a place I know that's hidden in my mind
Alone, I'm here inside my head
But I'm still hearing someone else
A lonely, and silent conversation
I'm having with myself
I cannot see you
And I can't feel you
There's no one calling
But still I'm falling
"Don't leave me, you need me, you won't get by"
But there's a place I know that's hidden in my mind
Where dreams and fantasies are somehow left behind
You're holding out your hand, but I'll let it go this time