Preoccupied occupation

My mind is fixed on all those things that just don't matter now
It's hard to focus on my life cause I just don't know how
Things will happen and lives will change
But lets not relive yesterday just now
Lying here awake
Waiting for my day to brake
Uncertainty has certainly come over me
But I'm used to it by now
My mind is working rapidly to get you out of my head
Now I see just where my foolishness for you has led
Where will this lead and will it ever change?
Should I focus on eternity right now?
What am I getting into? And what else can I say
I won't say Love