A good day

Just a moment in time
Just a touch from behind
Yes , I walk through the past
Future means death at last
This cold hand of my thoughts
Try to reach you - no afford
A simple try you can´t ignore
A touch from you - I´m longing for
It´s not the way you wear your dress tonight
It´s more I know you want to pull it out
I don´t know what makes me more afraid
To loose you or to be with you
´til the rest of my days
it feels so strange , this emptiness
this eremite I had become
I face the fact , it´s far too late
I die by my own hands - a step through a gate
It´s a good day to die