From the inside

This burning desire , my heart seemed too small
I learned to bear these days full of fear
This burning desire , my heart seemed too cold
I dried my tears and armed my fears
My head wants to explode
My heart wants to know
There´s nothing left to lose
There´s no greater power than throwing all away
What makes you hesitate !
The force in me goes to extreme
A lot of things to choose
I´m tired of waiting for no one
The miracle has done - i´m afraid
We sit and pray to a god above
We lie and die , we stand and stare
We wish for hate - we call it love
We fade so fast but we don´t care
This burning desire , my heart seemed too small
I learned to bear these days full of fear
The force is gone , my heart is cold
I´m listening to the sound again
These words which no one teach
Thousand voices led my pain although my fate has reached
I steel god day by day and wonder " is it all for me " ?
Runnin´ smiling ´gainst the wall
Would i really want to know ?
I fall
No matter of condition
No question of obey
In days like these we´re dying
In days like these we pray .