Life as a series of addictions

o don't be selfish, hold her hair back as she vomits
don't be self-involved
you can flush it all out loud but hold your tongue and try...
try to be a bit more subtle, try to be a bit more silent
try to remember your first time

do you really believe that fate played a role in the selling of your soul
when your sweat and blood they flowed
like the faith that runs out of you

it set off a chain reaction, check the gate, change the filter
you had to have opened up your aperture
to go from that underexposed to this overexposed
I guess the only black and white
is the so-called natural pulls of this life
where you are only concerned with your own shit
and proof she is yours is written in your own piss
do you remember your first time

did you really believe that fate played a role in the selling of your soul
when your sweat and blood they flowed and faith ran out on you

were you really ready to pop this cherry
to enter the workforce, to become this workhorse
were you really ready to be surrounded by this cause and this effect