Why so angry?

Why have I become so angry right now?
Can't think, can't breath, can't see
Just wanna make everybody bleed
And I will beat you until you believe
My eyes are open but still I can't see
This moment of rage brings me down
I'm becoming blind, I'm so fucking angry all the time

To pull the trigger is so easy, so simple right now
Late at night I lay down, in a pillow made of regrets
All poisons to make me forget

Like waves of memories they come and go
Striking me again and everyday
I just can't get away
Run away from all of them
Trust no one they are all the same
Run away from all of them
Oh no they got me again

To pull the trigger is so easy, so simple right now
Late at night I lay down, in a pillow made of regrets
Finding peace at the bottom of a bottle
Finding harmony at the edge of mental breakdown

Why angry all the time
I used to be so peaceful now I wanna destroy it all
And I pray for the ones
Who get in my way
I'm running alone, searching for the pain
And I can find it every day