Eat your heart out

I don't know how to explain it
I'm hostile
I'm savage
I'm nothing less than a fucking erratic
I can't control the way I am
I'll cut you out
I don't give a damn

I'm fucked up

Don't push me too far
Cause I have a dark heart
Been cheated and lied to
It's the anger inside you

Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness

I know it, I know it

I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright

I've lost myself
I've learned to hate
It's over now
The bonds we break
It's fictional
I'm fixable
I'm clinical
I need a fucking miracle

Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness

Wait, wait, wait, wait
Listen, listen
I'm only going to say this once
Life is a joke and I am a liar
Liffe is a joke and I am a liar

I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright

It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end
It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And I've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end

So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright