Coming to an end

I betrayed myself again by betraying you
A wound deep inside bleeding me dry
A cut deep enough to reach the soul
Only time can heal
Leaving a scar that fades for each passing year

I saw you down in my sea of lies
Grasping for air
I turned away and heard your cries
Realizing that I am your deepest fear

I am so ashamed of what I have become
Regret will not undo what is already done