My curse

All wine turns to dust in my mouth
All love goes foul in my life
All I touch wither in my hands
The fields rot as I walk past

Children sicken and die
Atrocity I am
Father, why have you forsaken me?

I thought I did your bidding
Why do I suffer so?
My disciples turned on me
No woman bore my child

My followers abandoned me

My light blinds your eyes
My Hate knows no bounds
My curse is being human

Father, why do you hate me?
When I am the light
And the Salvation