Telling lies

you were the best i've ever been with
you were more than what i needed
and i'll love and miss you forever
but our history has been completed

we gave it our best shot
and had a great time trying
to say i don't regret it
would be to say i'm lying

i hope that things could change
but i know you'd never let them
we've been through so much together
i hate trying to forget them

complications of grief
situations of guilt
a love that was strong
has suddenly wilt
but my roots run deep
and my feelings are so strong
and i wish there was a way
to bring you along

but i see you with him
my heart just stops
my brain's about to explode
the bubble has been popped

something long overdue
but i cannot control my feeling
and i'd rather, rather not see
than see the loss i've been dealing

we laugh and joke like friends
but in my mind i keep thinking
i wish that my love would end
but lets just keep drinking

so i tell you lies
and hide my pain inside
and we'll both feel better
if i say my love has died
so i tell you lies
and hide my pain inside
and we'll both feel better
if i say my love has died
so i need to tell you a lie
lie about how i'm feeling
so i need to tell you a lie
so you don't feel how i'm dealing
so i'll tell you a lie
i don't miss you anymore
i'm unable to love
like i did before