Getting you back

Now I know what to say about you
Asked things that I never does
I don't wanna lose my mind
I only see you when I look behind

All the heavy things that broke my neck
I don't wanna see my life getting back
Looking at the mirror, I can't see my face
I've got to win this losing race

All the promises you made to me
And I could believe, that heaven is like this
Now you're dead and I'm falling down
I don't know what to do right now

I don't wanna see your closed eyes
I would cry, my heart is not iced
Now I'm going down on my knees
Where are you now, when I do this?

I see you when I look at the sky
I'll carry you in my brown eyes light
I can't wait to see you again
To hold me near and leave this pain

I'm going to sky to get you back
Don't say "no" or I will be mad
We'll come back in a magic cloud
I'll make you breathe in this final round