Missing words

I seldom see your gentle face, your lovely ways
The places and the sounds I lived when you were there
And you've spoken to my eyes and filled the void into my brain
I was fragile and I felt for a while like in a shelter

And you know when I cry and dig inside of me
Then I look for the moments when I used to live,
Finding every word swallowed for a matter of pride,
'Cause only there I find you
And I remember now to bring you back,
I remember the stories and the bruise on my hand,
To tell you more about me
For the time you had beside me.

So going on and bang my head I realized
That coolness is a weapon that you can't deny,
'Cause while you lose your time to get your own integrity,
It erodes your humanity
Does it slowly, does it from within.

And you know when I cry and dig inside of me
Then I look for the moments when I used to live,
Finding every word swallowed for a matter of pride,
'Cause only there I find you
And I remember now to bring you back,
I remember the stories and the bruise on my hand,
To tell you more about me
For the time you had beside me.

In my nights, forever dense, I guess you're here,
It seems I can catch you now, not to let you go,
Catch you now, not to let you go, because now I know
Now I hear you, now I know, now...

And from the top of my reserve without a sense,
One day I came there just in time to say goodbye
Then I've reached the highest peaks of world, I did all by myself,
I tried to thank you for the first time,
But maybe I didn‘t shout enough.

And you know when I cry and dig inside of me
Then I look for the moments when I used to live,
Finding every word swallowed for a matter of pride,
'Cause only there I find you
And I remember now to bring you back,
I remember the stories and the bruise on my hand,
To tell you more about me
For the time you had beside me.