Cutting off the blood to ten

Well I didn't think it would end like this
Cutting of the blood to ten
With a rope around my wrist

But I think that every one imagines why
And where it is they're gonna die
And when it happens do we fly?

And I wished I could have told my son
That I was the coward one
Its never admirable when your father cant move on

Well I never thought that you would slip inside
Your brothers unfaithful wife
While the children were down the stairs

I saw what you were doing
And I wished that I have burnt that goddamn door
Finding both of you on the floor
Realizing your brides a whore
Really takes an enormous toll
On your head

Well I didn't think that you could craft this song
Sleeping with the devil and all
And I can hear you sing along

And I wished that I could have told the lord
To sever me at the chord
Cause the moment I left I'd never come back no more

So hope that it actually ends for me this way
Cause tomorrow is another day
And I have to decide to stay or stay

For now I'll keep my hands around this thing
And wait for an apostle to sing
You're never allowed to come in

So just sink or swim