No one knows

I wish I could stay calm
I only smile because I'm scared
of what we're talking about
and yet I hope to draw you out

I miss the days before we met
you make me worry about you
and when I think you need some help
(I'm on your side, trying to make you smile)
I only talk about myself

no one knows what a sorry girl you've been
no one knows what a sad sad queen
no one knows what a fog you're in
no one knows
no one knows what you mean

you give so much of you to me
but still I don't know who you are
when you are by yourself
(I'm on your side, trying to make you smile)
is it sublime or is it hell

no one knows what a happy girl you've been
no one knows what a mad mad dream
no one knows what a groove you're in
no one knows
no one knows where you've been

i'm trying to make you cry
to see you as you are
it's all about me in the end
I want to be your friend

if I could close my eyes
and open up my hands
would I be crowing with delight
or would I cry,
'No one knows
No one knows what I've seen.'