If there are angels

Its this again, it's just killing her heart
Dont worry your pretty head, it's gonna be fine
All the faith one can hold.
All the strength won't save you from what they say
All the pages they set in stone won't wash away
the sins i am, that i commit
what they say makes me scared
fly down and save her from the sleepless nights she'll face

Do we trade this life we want, this life we need
for the life they say we're gonna get
do we lay calm and still,
and quiet, just choke on silence and keep this hidden
mother crys and father turns his back to his own blood
you tell me...does this makes sense to live this life in shame?

Angels are crying tonight, they're holding the gates against the hands that are tied and demons are sorry tonight for welcoming one's for just a mere honest life.

Sometimes i find myself bruising my head
just to figure this out
it's such a mess and it doesn't make sense
they want them to pretend it's something so small
so coverable, hide it with a lie because you can't
take this, it's not like switch, it's not gonna fade.
It's who they're meant to be so just embrace it.

Close your eyes and take a breath just fall away
from what you are yeah all you know, do you know what you're
asking? Faith and saviors, plead and prayers don't you know
they're riven, broken, split and severed For your crys?
They're praying right, they're so far down on their knees. They're thinking the purest they believe they believe. I'm yelling this, im shouting this loud no, you can't condemn them, you can't condemn them.

mom's and dad's you did everything right
no it's not in your hands, its not in your hands
if he made us, then he made us this way and
don't understand why he turns us away
no i dont i dont i dont i dont i dont
i dont understand, no i dont.