It's an ambush (the young man's heart attack)

I am left here just a little bit
Speechless staring at the time.
Taken by surprise i am struck from
Behind and dragged by my heels.
On a very different day you once
Told me you would never leave.
But you left out the part where i
Keep you busy till the better man
Takes the lead. are you feeling
Lighter now? is he bringing out
Your best side? are you telling
Him forever now? i'm awoken in a
Room with a horrible view and my
Feet are tied. and the hands that
Used to touch your hair are lying
On the concrete. i used to think
Without it i would sink to the
Bottom of an endless sea. but
After hearin' all the words i've
Heard i'm learnin' that the words
Don't mean a thing. are you
Feeling lighter now? is he
Bringing out your best side? are
You convincing him forever now? is
He the million to one hard find?
Are you sleeping better now that
Your "true love" warms your side?
Are you ready for forever now
Knowing you let us die? i'm not
One to hold on to dirt but, girls
If i dont get this out this could
Turn out with you sleeping just
Just fine at night. because at
Night i want you crying. i want
You crying, regreting everything,
I want you soakin' up your sleeves
I want you kickin' yeah kicking
Yourself envious it's not me, no
It's not me you'll be waking with.
Are you feeling lighter now? is
He bringing out your best side?
Are you convincing him forever
Now? is he the "million to one
Hard find"? are you sleeping
Better now that your "true love"
Warms your side? are you ready
For forever now knowing you let us
Die? knowing you let us die,
Knowing you let us die.