Endless hope

Drowning in a sea of sweat
I'm hoarding my knowledge of regret
Ignite my clouds of damp complaints
I'm bored out of my mind restraints

I can't find you anymore
I won't blame you not anymore
Your name shouts to all the blood and gore
I want to forget

Defeat my doubts, existence pains
Defuse my bomb ticking away
Evolve the teacher, kill the boss
Suspended shameless hopeless bond