Sheets of denial

Lost myself, how could I?
Blame myself, I keep asking why
Colour in my blackhole nights
Sleeping in while I can

Go to sleep, go to sleep
Cold nightmare, cold nightmare
In denial
Covered in the sheets

Am I brave? How will I do
With hurting me and hurting you?
Break the walls, break your eyes
Escape the world sleep oh so tight

Stay awake, stay awake
But you feel the pain
Of seeing today
Covered in mistakes