A fallen angel

I stand afraid of the world that surrounds me
I constantly let down everyone around me
My heart it glows, my soul it flows
I stay awake cause I can't breath
My demons haunt me in my sheets
Have you ever felt like you were dead?
Like nothing feels the same so you just lay in your bed
Light a cigarette, put your walls to rest
I'm a fallen angel baby, I'm not like the rest

I try to hold on to the thing that I once loved
My heart and emotions are something I'm void of
You're wasting away, are you okay?
Please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

Hold on to your memories and you'll be safe
This may be our last chance to leave this place

It's like I hold myself back
Crying wolf to all the sheep
Singing lullabies to ease my mind
Safely drifting in the night
But nothing's ever as it seems
Waking up from fevered dreams
I counted every single sheep
But I still can't fucking sleep
It's like I hold myself back
Crying wolf to all the sheep
Singing lullabies to ease my mind
Safely drifting in the night
But nothing's ever as it seems
Waking up from fevered dreams
I counted every single sheep
But I still can't fucking sleep