The anatomy of a razorblade

I've had my share of doubts
I've been lost but now i found my way around
I can't keep up this guise
I've been tossing and turning inside like a storm that won't subside

Trust in me
Things are much worse than they seem, it's not hard to believe
Woe is me
They say that this was meant to be but, it means nothing to me

Every night behind eyes, i'm terrified
All i see is everyone around me
Suffering