Communion (2003)

Spread these snow like ashes before me
I stare through the cage at wasted moments in time
what I leave to this earth in such sorrow.
I ceace to exist in your eyes. and it pains me to the brink of starvation
Leaving this life within pale tones of blue behind thine eyes, a shifting hue. Bleak trancient, cast onto oblivion, it pains me to the brink of starvation

Spread these snow like ashes before me (What I leave to this earth in such sorrow)
Watch them melt I end my life(broken glass in an empty room, shattered hearts in a vacant womb)
Spread these snow like ashes before me (Sonnet skies, poets die, bleak human suffering)
As my secrets slowly die (They died in my arms, destiny has forced my hand)
What sorrow, is this, that I have never known
What pain is this, that haunts my very soul?
Beloved hope, I wane through what once was
Beloved self I wane through thee.
Turn away, do not see what I have become
Do not lie thine eyes apon me
Do not see what I have become
Staring back through hollowed eyes.
Condemning me to live within my lies.
Do not lie thine eyes apon me,
Do not see what I have become
Do not see what I have become
Your god has struck me down with his jagged wings,
and I frail at his hand
your god has, struck me down
I will leave unwilling to forget
Why have I forsaken the smile I never longed to see?
Why have I trapped myself, bound by the fear of my own faith?
This despair confines me, I find im exiled in a dream.
This body decieves me, I find I'm exiled in a dream.
Your body like ashes, left to haunt my mind.
Your ashes, before me, a burden carved unto my life.
Breathe, take what you must
inhale the pale stench of death.
Oceans part with forced attrition,
and I crash apon the open waves