The absolution of sorrow (the conclusion - act 7)

alas,my darling queen
we perish together forever
never again to be....
and now i fall forever
darkness,hollowness,emptyness
i have sank below the mire,below the dirt
my sorrow is certain,the destitution of my wake.
i cannot bear this loss this absolution
my presence is untimely, i dont belong here
i whisper into the darkness,like a mirror it reflects
once again that familiar feeling of hopelesness
conquering...
i hear the deafining silence of eternity
my heart beats fast,
the dizzing nausia beats down apon my chest
and with these words i say goodbye
farewell too all, alas my darlings, i fall
the deepest yearning for an ending,far greater than my life
symphonies depict the sorrow behind my eyes a requiem
vast with emptiness a painting within the skies
i feel the darkness fade i close my eyes