Colder still

And I come to crowned with a crust of puke
- a king of fools.
Emerging from the blur of a
night gone past in haze.
Getting over you is like
trying to learn how not to breathe.
Making love to memories,
instead of this here what's-her-name.

There are no happy endings
just happiness ending.

Can't we try again cause I just can't
go on like this
no one can touch me the way that you do.

Shudder at the thought of a my whole life
spent without you.
If I can't have you then I don't want anyone.
Cannot force my eyes open
just to see she's still not you.
Who do you think
I think of when I cannot sleep?

There are no happy endings
just happiness ending.

Can't we try again cause I just can't
go on like this
no one can touch me the way that you do.
Like sand through my fingers
it all pours down to the ground
I cannot help growing colder still.

Yes there's beauty everywhere
I'm just too numb to care
yes there's beauty everywhere
I'm just too dumb to care.

If I can't be with you
what am I supposed to do?