Fucking fragile

I'm still here DESPITE myself and all i've done
just haven't found anywhere else to go
in my room the walls are closing in on me
or so it seems if i stare long enough
i wanna walk away i don't know what to believe anymore
HOW does it feel now to know i know now?
to find out that you're only human after all?
i'd fight the world single handed if i had to
but when i'm with YOU i'm so very fragile
and sometimes my SUFFERing makes me want to laugh
it's the way that i threw away the key
then again where's the beauty in breaking up?
where's the sense in drinking wine in smoking ruins?