Beside myself

The world comes crashing down on me
I´m not the same as I used to be
Can´t concentrate on the things to do,
my thoughts are always drifting back to you

I´ve got to think about something different
But I´m not sure if I can really make it on my own

You can find me in the streets,
eyes are glased, always standing to steps beside myself
A new drug is all I need
Just to get by, just to go ahead a little while

I can´t forget the things you said
They keep on rushing through my head
I understand the way you choose,
but I can´t deal with what I loose

Now spoken words seem so easy
But I´m not sure if I can really make it on my own
- so alone - so alone -so alone.