Don't say a word

I've been listening for hours again
although I am the one who needs to talk to you
whenever you need me I was there
I took care, is this too much I ask of you ?

Won't you simply get it now ?
must I really run outside and cry it all out

Don't think I might be hurt but you don't know
how it feels, to feel like dirt
the times you've cried and no one heard
please don't say a word

I just need some attention for me
and I don't wanna hear the story of your life
my friends know so I thought
but I've never thought that they could be so blind

I am all the same to you ?
òr am I only good enough to play the fool for you