Still a loser

Once I was tha guy who failed a million times
but I didn't think things can get worse
so many times I wonder why this disaster happen to me
and I thought it will be better if I try

But now there's nowhere to hide from my reality
cause everything I do turn in to bad
my life leads to a bitter end, there's no way to escape
so my life has to end very sadly

Still a loser - no way to choose my way of life
Still a loser - my life is useless not for a while
but forever

My depression are too deep, they're burnt in my mind
desperation, resignation growing everyday
I only get in line with my life drinking everytime
but it's a short way of getting away

Sitting 'round thinking 'bout my problems and my fears
but there's no solution and I break down into tears
no one can help me out of the shit I'm in
and I realize there's no way for me to win - no !