Emptiness inside

I'm sitting here in my room, all on my own
The ceiling is coming nearer, yes I can feel the fear
There's nothing I can do to escape from this shit
This feeling I can't get a grip, I wanna get rid of it

The emptiness inside - I can feel the fear
I look around to see - That I'm still here
But nothing is the same - as it was before
I can't describe my thoughts - or what I'm looking for

Depression is growing up and it creeps inside my head
It's like a maggot in my brain, it's driving me insane
Still sitting in my room, so alone
The ceiling is coming nearer, can't stop to feel this fear