Bleeding once again

Seems I finally reached
the end of the circle
never thought it was possible
but here I am

Is it just another loop
I'm sure It's not
breaking the shackles
was the hardest part

Do you cut me open
so I will bleed again
then put your arms around me
and hold me like a friend
say your words of wisdom
but now I understand
i can only laugh now
for weeping then

Free but I'm not moving
there's a hole where the sail should be
time to swim I don't think so
could only go back there anyway