Catastrophical meltdown

I said I'm leaving home today
When you wake up ill be on my way
I said I'm leaving home today and do you wanna join me

Its catastrophe, I'm drowning in this tragedy
Its catastrophe, and do you wanna join me

I wanted us to stay together
I wanted it to last forever
Knowing me I should have know you much better
Better that to believe you

Its catastrophe, I'm drowning in this tragedy
Its catastrophe, and do you wanna join me

I'm still trying to prove my point to you
And when will you understand the pain you've put me through
I'm dying inside, and trying to find a way back into my mind again
Ill find it and then this suffering will end

I'm finding it hard to sleep
Feels like I'm pulling teeth
Cant get you outta my head
I think you're better off dead