Baptized in broken glass

How the hell did I end up like
This
With no target how can I miss
Lust is nothing
But a fading memory
Look at all the pride I swallow
And you're calling me shallow
This isn't anger. This isn't envy
This is my life
This is a fucking mistake
Will silence ever embrace me
Will history ever erase me

It should have read "Though I
Walk through the valley of the
Shadow of death I shall fear no
Evil for NO ONE art with me"

When a disease is fatal
Even the knife looks good
It will never pass
Because I'm baptized
In broken glass

Will I ever feel like I've won
And forget the damage I've done
Or will this fucking lie
Go on forever
I have stopped daring to care
Cause this is going nowhere
But still I just won't let go

This is too much
This is way too little
Will silence ever embrace me
Will history ever erase me

It's been 25 years of consecutive suicides.
It can't complain

When a disease is fatal
Even the knife looks good
It will never pass
When you're baptized
In broken glass
Opportunities missed.
Kiss my ass!
I was baptized in broken glass
Nothing hurts
Nothing hurts
When you're baptized
In broken glass