Tiny crosses

I had a dream last night, not a nightmare, something sweet
Someone rewound this fucking movie and gently pushed delete
I'm not kidding
I never happened
I woke up thinking there might be some hope after all
Then it hit me
I've got nothing
A piece of rock where my heart should have been, lifeless and small

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time when you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life

Tomorrow is for the others, for the young at heart, who cares
I live for the blank pages at the end, and I'm already there
Call me pathetic
Call me a coward
I won't hear you cause I'm out of here before you start to cry
If the never
And forever
Go happily together, there can be silence if you yty

Nothing ever gets better
Not for anyone
It never gets easier
We burn in the sun
Don't tell me that given time I will cope
Cause the only thing worse than living is hope
So let the sun break through the fog
And put me down like a rabid dog

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
(Deliever my soul from the sword, my love for the power of the dog)
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time when you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
(I've been living som much only the promise of death keeps me alive)
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
(A tidal wave is coming)
Like a bullet being chambered
(Tie me to the bridge)