In regret

I never asked to be but you made this in me
And I feed it
My skin knows evil so well but it never knew you
I feed it alone from the disgust I hold in my hands
I starved you of life when you had just shown me love
But still that wasn't enough for me
The taste of you grew so old
And the touch of your ugly skin
Stop breathing and feel my sickness
Feel my bones rotting thin
You came back to find me and I didn't deserve for you to care
Disgust had taken hold of me
And you hoped that love would stay inside
But like a cancer creeping slowly it could never survive