This may not have happened

Looking in to the window
The window into my own self
Seeing pale reflections of what I thought was me
Having conversations with myself
That never seem to end
I'll find out why
I shouldn't hold on
Rescue me, kill me
Save me by your flames
Clutching on to my heart
The walls close in
My breath is taken away from me
I am underwater
My eyes are burning
But somehow I can breathe again
You've given me Your life