Wink with the eye that hate me

I'm drowning in myself
And I can't see the weights that hold me down
It's not the same
Looking for something to hold onto, so I don't fall away
It's not the same
When I fall into the way I was before
...suddenly the sky is full of stars
Now, I can imagine more
Finding a foothold on yesterday, but I'm too late
It's not the same
My heart still fails me again
I press harder my face into my hands to hide the shame I know I have
Then you cause me to breathe in more of you
I can't imagine more