Strike me down

I'd always thought of someone else
Before I would think of you
I'd always take the easy way
Before I'd struggle with it
Can't you see I have no choice?
Other than to leave you
All those years I lost my voice
Shouting over nothing

Never will be easy to hear babe
But you have got
nothing to fear babe
Just think of all the things
that I've done to you
Anytime you're wanting me back girl

I haven't noticed much has changed
Im drinking every day now
I used to hope the phone would ring
And now I'm glad it doesn't
Loving someone's hard enough
But leaving them is torture
Don't think I don't think of you now
I'm with you every day dear