Who told you?

It all make sense now i've calmed down
I should've seen it coming for miles down the road
But at the times we never think
That it might have been ourselves to blame at all

you'll shudder and beat your chest
but you'll never warm yourself up believe me
Where were you, i'd made it thru
but only god can judge me now i hope he's in

Why do hearts break
when we are on our own
Just when you need to
pump the life back in yourself
Why do earthquakes happen miles away
When i only want the open ground to swallow me

Who told you i'd not come thru
before i could speak to you in my defence
Who made you the righteous ones
When i had only turned around for half an hour

Why do Chalk lines tell an empty tale
Surely it's bad enough to end up on the floor
And you can scratch you chin
and think you understand
but how can you know
what's going on inside my head

Myabe i'm better off alive and in my bed