All my idols kill themselves

Moving forward, pushing faster
Life, what life? This disaster?
If feels like everthing is spinning
Out of control again
Out of control

I was at a party
I didn't talk to anybody
It was just me alone there
It was so boring
I drank a lot, that's all I do anymore
It's how I can handle

I feel alive!
I feel like death
I feel leaving
I'm already gone

Everything is speeding by
This life, this life

Moving forward, pushing faster
Life, what life? This disaster?
If feels like everthing is spinning
Out of control again
Out of control

I'm dizzy
I won't remember anything
And I'm sorry