Drown me in the river

I can't stop hating myself
And my ugly fucking face
All my dreams are stuped
Yet I dream, I dream anyway

Drown me in the river
Or drown be in the bay
I can work around your schedule - let
Me know your schedule - just
Make sure that it's a beautiful day

I try to look in the mirror
And I immediately look away
I can't stand my own reflection
Now what does that say? Does it say?

Drown me in the river
Or drown be in the bay
I can work around your schedule - let
Me know your schedule - just
Make sure that it's a beautiful day

I don't want to be nihilistic
But all this, all this is worthless
And I don't want to be narcissistic
But I can't want to think about anyone else either

Drown me in the river
Or drown be in the bay
I can work around your schedule - let
Me know your schedule - just
Make sure that it's a beautiful day