Duality: out of sight

I hear the voice it calls me twice
Every time I tried to hide
Decision is too much
I'm living two lives

All of my life I try to hide
From problems that I have inside
Duality still divide me
All of my life I try to stop
The endless fear I have inside

I am among the people
I am escaping from their sight
But I am looking for their help
Lost in the problems, bored with every day life

I don't see that I close
The way to myself
Shame is too strong
Fear to expose