I don't know how

I can’t stop these dirty habits
I can’t stop
Can I stop

I never learn each time I grab it
Another drink
Another pop

And I can’t stop these thoughts in my head
Can they stop
Will they stop

I just feel so much death around
All around me
Please just stop

My mama taught me how to fly
My daddy taught how to lie
These drugs taught me that my mind
Isn’t as strong as I thought
And I
Gotta slow down
But
I don’t know how
I
Gotta slow down
But
I don’t know how
I

I wanna slow down but I don’t know how
Wanna slow down
But I don’t know how